so called artist

it's not alright
but i'll be alright
i've figured your style
you got me riled
am i too much of a cynic
well you're a critic
stuck in this wicked sadistic mix
of emphatic lovers trying to fix
this worldly game
and gloat of what they obtained
it's got my brain enchained
you vain vain vain
clogging my veins
you think you're artistic
you merely mimic
mannequins and statues
i can hit you with harsh words to bash you
yet you won't bruise 
still find you infused
in my person
giving this version 
a chance to worsen
falling for every gimmick
wasting every minute
trying to trace your mold and i don't fit it
but my value will exceed
every dream you deem 
of all varieties you've seen
of what you think you need
but empty
you'll be empty like me
based on minor depictions 
on colorless fictions
will bring the self-inflictions
fitting you in with the sick vixens
too dull to admit
that midst the mist
was the perfect grasp for your fist
yet you kissed all of this
farewell
so it's farewell
there's no until
because now i can settle
knowing you're nothing special

BeLifeOrLiving

I'll bite my tongue

Explode my mind

My concentration is split in millions

And I'm left for the wolves

Will they devour me

Or will I run?

Under my circumstances

I will leave it up to someone else to decide

Have that decision be life or living

I'd rather have them tear my flesh

Than scatter my feet to another fatality

I would rather get it over with now

If now is it

Then I want now

I'd be a coward to keep running to something new

I would like to have what I've had

My memories should never be memories

But rather they should be my never ending lifestyle

Everyday should be yesterday

And until then, leave me for the wolves.

ThankYouMyFriend

Moments in time

I'll cherish you now

Tender enough for this weakening face to smile

That's all I would allow

Soft as a whisper

Told me to never let go

Showed me your intensity 

Surely I now do know

I trampled my footsteps

Tried to find my way

Needed more to raise me up 

I knew you could carry my weight

You brought what I was in need of 

You widened my boundaries

Gave me strength to lift worlds

And lifted me countlessly 

You are a chapter in my life story

But your pages are never through

Words written for the rest of my life

I'll never stop writing you

Thieves

 

Hey Love. 

What if I said,

We could leave this place,

And run instead

Lets get out

Lets get out of here

Lets breach from our certainty 

Lets see what's unclear

We could make time stop

We'll run forever

Because our breathing is undertaking

And our love is all we'll render

Because thieves we'll be

That's all they'll see

Taking all we seek

In awe of their jealousy

We'll escape with our stolen goods

Grasp them so tightly so it ensures

That your heart's in my hand

And mine's in yours

DefiningDefinite

 

Prudent 

How naive

You are reluctant 

But you achieve

Outlandish

You have me wrapped

Second guessing

But now I'm back

Hearing

I see you

You're happy

We're falling into

Smiling

I am happy

Because of your words

This is happening

Captivate 

Take in my thoughts

Picture your face

Mind-framed shots

Believing

I believe in this

How piercing your view

How deadly your kiss

Feelings

Well "I like you"

I say it

But I love you.

NoVacancy

There's a room in my heart

It's the room that you made

I was ready to move forward

But then you dug in your blade

You carved out enough space

Enough for you to lay your head

I guess you'll stay there forever

Make yourself comfortable on a blood-pumping bed

I would like to evict you from my cavity

The eminent abode you perceive

You are shattering my walls

But I could never let you leave

You are infecting my soul

I'll just let life run its course

I will eventually bleed out

But that room is always yours

HelpingHand

I'm quietly confused

Either I'm being loved veritably

Or I am being used

Why use me?

Aren't I something worth keeping?

Someone full of the moments?

Anything here you are seeking?

I guess not

I'm just dangling on strings

Dancing around your feet

Just waiting for what next time brings

Why am I doing this?

Don't you want to be free?

Away from this pattern you're stuck in?

Wouldn't you like to cross that wretched sea?

I'm on the other side

I'm shadowed by your ache

The darkened shadow, you falter

It's pulling you under the wake

Will you ever resurface?

Are you gonna give up hope?

Why insist on drowning?

Don't you see me throwing you my rope?

I could never let you sink