TheRealForReals
... I wrote these poems. They are based on me, my life, my experiences, and the people I meet. This is my life and this is how I see it. This is ME, for reals.
Friday, July 24, 2015
a lovely situation
too many steps were made
too many perfect steps
found himself in a lovely situation
took his right hand
tempting to pull apart his mind
but he could not erase it
then tried running
treading in agonizing mud
getting a grip on the pavement
eye to the sky
glimmering shine
caught sight to a blinding horizon
pushed forward in pain
through a blackened meadow
only to see that the light dimmed
confused by the darkness
he sat in fear
realized something settled inside him
arose from this feeling
dug his hand to his heart
pulled out a bolt of lightning
stretched it out forward
to brighten his journey
pulling him faster and rising
he saw the ending
to where that brightness made rest
in a valley where it lied in
his eyes kept shut
braced for impact
scared for what he'd be finding
finally opened his eyes
squinting through the intensity
and saw her there...smiling.
Tuesday, March 3, 2015
so called artist
it's not alright
but i'll be alright
i've figured your style
you got me riled
am i too much of a cynic
well you're a critic
stuck in this wicked sadistic mix
of emphatic lovers trying to fix
this worldly game
and gloat of what they obtained
it's got my brain enchained
you vain vain vain
clogging my veins
you think you're artistic
you merely mimic
mannequins and statues
i can hit you with harsh words to bash you
yet you won't bruise
still find you infused
in my person
giving this version
a chance to worsen
falling for every gimmick
wasting every minute
trying to trace your mold and i don't fit it
but my value will exceed
every dream you deem
of all varieties you've seen
of what you think you need
but empty
you'll be empty like me
based on minor depictions
on colorless fictions
will bring the self-inflictions
fitting you in with the sick vixens
too dull to admit
that midst the mist
was the perfect grasp for your fist
yet you kissed all of this
farewell
so it's farewell
there's no until
because now i can settle
knowing you're nothing special
but i'll be alright
i've figured your style
you got me riled
am i too much of a cynic
well you're a critic
stuck in this wicked sadistic mix
of emphatic lovers trying to fix
this worldly game
and gloat of what they obtained
it's got my brain enchained
you vain vain vain
clogging my veins
you think you're artistic
you merely mimic
mannequins and statues
i can hit you with harsh words to bash you
yet you won't bruise
still find you infused
in my person
giving this version
a chance to worsen
falling for every gimmick
wasting every minute
trying to trace your mold and i don't fit it
but my value will exceed
every dream you deem
of all varieties you've seen
of what you think you need
but empty
you'll be empty like me
based on minor depictions
on colorless fictions
will bring the self-inflictions
fitting you in with the sick vixens
too dull to admit
that midst the mist
was the perfect grasp for your fist
yet you kissed all of this
farewell
so it's farewell
there's no until
because now i can settle
knowing you're nothing special
Tuesday, November 8, 2011
BeLifeOrLiving
I'll bite my tongue
Explode my mind
My concentration is split in millions
And I'm left for the wolves
Will they devour me
Or will I run?
Under my circumstances
I will leave it up to someone else to decide
Have that decision be life or living
I'd rather have them tear my flesh
Than scatter my feet to another fatality
I would rather get it over with now
If now is it
Then I want now
I'd be a coward to keep running to something new
I would like to have what I've had
My memories should never be memories
But rather they should be my never ending lifestyle
Everyday should be yesterday
And until then, leave me for the wolves.
Sunday, September 18, 2011
ThankYouMyFriend
Moments in time
I'll cherish you now
Tender enough for this weakening face to smile
That's all I would allow
Soft as a whisper
Told me to never let go
Showed me your intensity
Surely I now do know
I trampled my footsteps
Tried to find my way
Needed more to raise me up
I knew you could carry my weight
You brought what I was in need of
You widened my boundaries
Gave me strength to lift worlds
And lifted me countlessly
You are a chapter in my life story
But your pages are never through
Words written for the rest of my life
I'll never stop writing you
Thursday, August 25, 2011
Thieves
Hey Love.
What if I said,
We could leave this place,
And run instead
Lets get out
Lets get out of here
Lets breach from our certainty
Lets see what's unclear
We could make time stop
We'll run forever
Because our breathing is undertaking
And our love is all we'll render
Because thieves we'll be
That's all they'll see
Taking all we seek
In awe of their jealousy
We'll escape with our stolen goods
Grasp them so tightly so it ensures
That your heart's in my hand
And mine's in yours
Friday, June 10, 2011
DefiningDefinite
Prudent
How naive
You are reluctant
But you achieve
Outlandish
You have me wrapped
Second guessing
But now I'm back
Hearing
I see you
You're happy
We're falling into
Smiling
I am happy
Because of your words
This is happening
Captivate
Take in my thoughts
Picture your face
Mind-framed shots
Believing
I believe in this
How piercing your view
How deadly your kiss
Feelings
Well "I like you"
I say it
But I love you.
Thursday, February 24, 2011
NoVacancy
There's a room in my heart
It's the room that you made
I was ready to move forward
But then you dug in your blade
You carved out enough space
Enough for you to lay your head
I guess you'll stay there forever
Make yourself comfortable on a blood-pumping bed
I would like to evict you from my cavity
The eminent abode you perceive
You are shattering my walls
But I could never let you leave
You are infecting my soul
I'll just let life run its course
I will eventually bleed out
But that room is always yours
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